So I had a weird dream early this morning, involving phil myself and his mother. I must be really freaked out if I dream about his mother. Taken that she has not even taken the time or the trouble to contact me. It seriously upset me, the dream that is.
All I ever wanted from phil was to want me, me wanting him to want me. Wanting him to want to come home to me at night, wanting him to want to make love to me, wanting him to spend time with me, wanting him to love me and spoil me and make me feel like his princess. he never did, he never could. The reason for that now seems so simple. He did not want me.
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